i like doing this, for the millionth time. it makes me feel peaceful and whole. like full circle. the last five years in singapoe seem almost nightmarish, but i rarely think about it and am consumed by where i am and what i am doing now. at times it overwhelms me close to tears. such a pussy.
this is some sactinty in this experience. it is a temple with a god, priests and worshippers.
at last my heart feels full of something, large and open. i feel like i have soul, like this is a chnace for redemption, for all those i have wronged and all those who have wronged me. this is only the beginning to a larger biggerbetter.
this isnt usual. this upbeat, way to positive, rainbowandlollypops talk. but can it be helped if a girl is actaully this happy?
fuck no.
its all ive been feeling, and i am it. emphatically satisfied.
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